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Just felt like blogging to ease the discomfort. I was going through the graduation handout given by the ADAA. I saw the graduation layout...I saw the seats for the parents of honor students. It stung again. All my life, I've wanted my mom to sit in one of those chairs, the chairs reserved for the honors' parents. I never got it. I've wanted to know how it felt like. I've gotten awards but never the special kind...at least not in my standards. It's upsetting, frustrating, and disappointing. It's one of the things I'll be writing in my list of frustrations.